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Angelique - 21 - Brooklyn.

My interest consist of black things, gold accessories, big hair, brown people & lips.

I need this power off of me. This hold that I feel. I need to be able to be okay at night. I need to be okay when I’m alone. I’m not going to beg anyone to love me anymore. If you can’t give that to me when I’m giving you my all and that’s not enough it will never be. I can no longer wait. God has a purpose for my life. You won’t distract me, you won’t keep me back any longer. Time to put on my big girl panties.

Let me redirect the gross/stupid feelings and figure out how I can be a better mom.

At the end of the day she’s my only priority. Its going to take some time but I’m getting it slowly but surely.

This new me….

This whole depending on a man shit aint for me. I thought i could try it out. Play house. Act like I have a husband and house of my own and we’re raising a child together. But its just me. Not to say he doesn’t do his part because he does. Its just that the feeling of lonely starts to creep up again… Idk. I cant tell ya’ll why I feel like I’m having a bit of a meltdown when I do not know myself. I just wish my situation was different. I am the one to blame at the end of the day anyway. 

Big thighs and brown eyes.
swiper asked: happy bday enjoy enjoy

Thanks a bunch :)